March 2012
Anyone: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
Venting
I love when people vent to me because it shows how much they trust me with their problems, it makes me feel special. If you vent to me, I promise i’ll give you all my ears and listen. I won’t judge you like everyone else, I just want to help you with your problems. Vent all you want to me, i’ll be here for you if you need me.
I don't move on fast.
It takes me forever to get over someone. Even if I seem like I’m fine & over it, I’m really not. I hide my emotions really well. I don’t understand how some people can just forget about someone who meant so much to them so quickly.
February 2012
Age.
I hate it when people use age against other people. In my belief, it really depends on your experience and maturity. For example, someone older than us can be absolutely idiotic and we can just evaluate or claim them as mature because of their age. This really makes no sense. Maturity and experience really is the key.
Me: Tumblr should fix ghost notes
Me: Tumblr why are you not working
Me: Tumblr why are my messages disappearing
Me: Tumblr Just let me use Missing E
Me: Tumblr why can't I unfollow someone who's deleted
Tumblr: Hey everyone have some new icons
Things that hurt...
Being unsure of how someone feels about you.
Feeling like they are mad at you.
Being misunderstood by people you care about.
Being judged by people you care about.
Feeling like you lost something that was never yours.
Feeling like you’re doing too much.
Thinking you aren’t doing enough.
Not knowing if you should say something.
Worried about what they’ll think if you do say it.
Feeling...
Even if we talk again,
I know for a fact, nothing is ever gonna be the same ..
These are pretty interesting.
✞ Your religious Views?
✂ Have you ever self-harmed? Why?
✿ Relationship with your father?
❀ Relationship with your mother?
✩ Who is your most loved person?
♛ Have you ever been bullied?
☼ Who makes you the happiest?
♞ What is the most heroic thing you've ever done?
❄ What calms you down when you're upset?
♥ Have you ever fallen in love?
✖ Had your heart broken?
☛ Have you been betrayed in the past? How?
☁ Who do you miss the most?
☠ Have you ever attempted suicide?
✌ Share a secret?
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I've lost respect for many people these days.
I mean, there are some people whom I highly respect, but there are just some that I can’t seem to look at the same way anymore. They have done things that I can seem to let them get away with. I just don’t know if it’s just me, but I’ve lost respect for those people and there’s nothing they can do to change my mind about them.
me: i'll do it in five minutes
me: shit, it's been an hour already?
me: i'll do it in five minutes
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We meet. We talk. We get attached. We drift.
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ever get that feeling where it seems like nothing...
The Vow
Paige: I vow to help you love life, to always hold you with tenderness, and to have the patience that love demands. To speak when words are needed, and to share the silence when they're not. To agree to disagree on red velvet cake, and to live within the warmth of your heart and always call it home.
Leo: I vow to fiercely love you in all your forms, now and forever. I promise to never forget that this is a once in a lifetime love. I vow to love you, and no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way back to each other.
I like people who I can occasionally have really...
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PENCIL: You know, I'm really sorry.
ERASER: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.
PENCIL: I'm sorry, 'couse you get hurt because of me. Whenever I make a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller every time.
ERASER: That's true, but i don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though, one of these days, I know I'll be gone and you have to replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad.
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Lent
even though it’s already started, i’m still stuggling with what i should give up. i’m already giving up twenty minutes of my day that i’m setting aside for prayer, but i feel like that’s not enough. instead of giving something up, i want to do something but i don’t know what. if anyone out there has an idea, i’m open to about anything. i want to do more...
You gotta fight your bad days, to deserve your...
